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This life sucks why am I still stuck here



I'm so tired please let me fade away and just disappear



I wake up every day to be tortured by my fear



Just let me die and leave this atmosphere







I love my brothers, father and my mother



It's just that I can no longer fake my happiness for another



Take the air from my lungs and let me smother



To me being set free from this world is true happiness and there is no other







Catch me off guard and give my head a crack



Cough up from lungs so black



Let the world fade away as I fall to my back



Then to pieces my body you could hack







It doesn't matter to me how I am to go



Doesn't matter if it's quick or if it's slow



Just out from this body let the life flow



Close my eyes and drop this body deep into the earth below







Say your peace then bury the hole



Hell or just burn this body away like a piece of coal



Just please let go of this tired tortured soul



I'm ready even knowing that for my past mistake I must still pay the tole







Yes I am hell bound through my act of suicide



Yet still I wish that back then I would have just died



If only my knot had been better tied



Then maybe my death would not have been denied



For now I must remain a passenger in life's cruel ride



While each day I die more and more inside